This is just the story of myself and my family.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010


This had been our home for more than five years - down memory lane last Saturday 23rd January 2010. Of course the feeling was very very different. Thankyou - take good care of yourself. We will never be together again in this life.

Friday, January 22, 2010


These two pixs shown his former Semashur students when we visited there last Saturday 23rd January 2010.

Just him with his present students of SMSS

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


Suddenly now I have to travel from 'his' house to school. AND I have two houses to cater to now. This house is even bigger compared to our own house. Where is my time then?

It is just that ' I want you to be home ' ' I just want your presence '

I just can't deny those sweet words. It is really soothing after travelling 42 km facing all the jam in Kuala Lumpur for every working day on my way home from office.

Monday, January 18, 2010


Today six years ago 18 January 2004, my mother passed away in Taiping Hospital.

Ten days ago, 8 January 2010, my father passed away in Kangar Perlis.

How come one say you don t love your parents at this age? I don t know the feeling really. I cant describe it.


Sunday, January 17, 2010


This was may be my last moments with ayah. That was Hari Raya Puasa 2009. Not all of us were here after all. I cherished this in my heart

Wednesday, January 13, 2010


I would like to say thank you very much for all those people especially my own staff and students of Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sungai Choh, Rawang for holding the tahil for allahyarham my father.

I would also like to say thank you to Sekolah Menengah Sains Selangor Kuala Lumpur - the staff and students for having the tahlil too.


Monday, January 11, 2010


The Saturday morning we were busy clearing the house.

By about 9.30 morning ayah dimandikan and later dikapankan By about 10.30 ayah disimpan somewhere near my mother's plot.

I watched all the events with him and my kids.

We held the kenduri after Isyak and later around 11.00 pm all of us held the meeting with Abang Nan as chairman. He is a good brother. Hope we can gather again in that very house. I love all of you.

Sunday, January 10, 2010


The weekend of 9 and 10 January 2010 will be remembered as I lost my dear father then. He was 81 on 8 January 2010. The time was 6.05 pm in Hospital Kangar Perlis. He was ferried to Kamunting as he wished to be near my mother.

Actually the Friday 8 January 2010 I wanted to follow my brother Kije Pak Itam and Ulong Kak Esah to Kangar. To save time I asked Malik to drive home my City as I didn't like to leave my car for two days in school. I asked Pn Janiah to drive me to Bukit Beruntung tol to wait for them. Actually I was happy then as I think I will have some time spend with my siblings and my father. I asked my husband to stay for Ita's twentieth birthday.

We knew the news about 6.30pm as they reached me then in Bukit beruntung tol. We decided to drive to Taiping to wait for everybody. We first stop in Bidor RR for dinner and sholat.

We reached Kamunting about 10.00 pm and Kak No and her son were already there with my Uncle Pak Uda Yusop with his wife and two sons and daughter-in-law.

Ayah body with Boboy and Mahmud reached about 11.30 pm I supposed with a hearse.

Everybody started arriving then. We were busy preparing and clearing the house. My husband and the three kids arrived about 1.00 am

Thursday, January 7, 2010


I think I will be busy this week end. So may be I won't be in KL this Saturday and Sunday. And I wish you now my baby girl Happy Birthday. You turn twenty this Sunday. Ayah will be with you. I love you but just for this weekend I will be in Kangar with Atok Itam and a few of my siblings. Love you Allah bless you


In my busy schedule I managed to read a thick novel title Kharisma Kartika Konflik Kehidupan written by F Siswanto, 1249 pages in three days time. I borrowed it from the National Library. By the way, if one read then you don't play on the internet.

It is about a lovely Indonesian lady Kartika who is trying to find a quite life in her hometown. But actually life is just as painful anywhere in the world. The book is written with good Bahasa.
Well I give this four out of five star.

Monday, January 4, 2010

4 JANUARY 2010

Today is Black Monday. I started my day in Section 7 Shah Alam. Last night I slept in one of the room of the many houses to accompany Ita. The room was really hot and the surrounding area was still noisy at 1.00 in the morning. It is situated at the back gate of UITM. It is full with students of UITM and Unisel.

From Section 7 Shah Alam to school costs me 49 km and 4 tols resulting exactly RM5.00.

I stepped out of school about 3.00 pm. At first a slight jam in Rawang then I renew my battery - RM160.00. I just can't ignore it after all I travel a lot everyday. Then I started my driving. First I stopped in Rawang tol for dzohor. Then when I reached UITM I took Ita. Drove her to her former rented room. I took a bath and Asar. Then we packed and had something in Ani Sop Utara. Later had to send her back to UITM. Another jam.

Sent her things to the 8th floor of Melor College then to her lecture. I drove home. The city recorded 105300 meaning I drove 138 km today. And I still don't do my 5000 km service.

Sunday, January 3, 2010


Tomorrow is Black Monday. It's going to busy like usual.

Right now I am in Section 7 accompanying Ita for her first night in her rented room. Since all her roommates are UNISEL, she has to be alone for two weeks. UNISEL will start in another two weeks.

May be I have to travel for more than fifty km for one go and more than RM10 of tol. Just hope I can make it. Amin.