This is just the story of myself and my family.

Thursday, December 31, 2009


Semashur house

What have I done with this 365 days that will be gone in less than six hours?

Ita left KMK Changloon sometime in April. Until now we never go again to Alor Star, Changloon or Kangar as we usually did monthly. Those places seem very very very far away now.

Ita entered UITM as undergraduate of Acturial Science in late June. Damned happy as UITM is about 35 km away.

We transferred back to KL to our very own home on 31st June, meaning we left Semashur. Since then I have to travel about 42 km to and fro to get to work. He was back to his former school on 16 June.

My first son got engaged on 20 December 2009.

What surprised me I used to remember my life in Semashur. Somehow I have to admit I missed the house in Semashur. It had been our home for more than five years. Its spacious rooms. The cats that we had. Honestly the first two years when Ita and Ucin were still schooling in SMK Bandar Baru Batang Kali was still fresh in my mind. It was just like yesterday.
But I don't remember much when they were younger, when they were in SK Bandar Tun Razak or the SMK Bandar Tun Razak. Missed my quite life in Hulu Yam.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009


Suddenly you just realized the school holiday will be over by next week. Somehow I missed those days. The time flies really fast. Where did I go during the school holiday?

Well I can't help thinking I missed those moments when I used to go to Seri Manjung, Perak to Bertam, Pulau Pinang, Changloon, Kedah. Those days were over. The kids are young adults now. How I missed those time. Something like you don't accept the fact of life.

Since Ita left KMK that April 2009 we never go north anymore for our monthly activity. In fact we don't have any programme whatsoever. All those events were decided on the spot. Kangar once again seems very very far to go. Last year we visited Kangar for my father almost every month when we had the trip to KMK to see Ita. Those lovely happenings. Why I still like to dream?

Friday, December 25, 2009


I just can't write everything here. At times you are happy, at times something came out wrongly not like what you wished. Whatever I still thank to all those involved and those who came to help. I also happy I met some of my siblings during Malik occasion.

Saturday, December 19, 2009


Tomorrow 20th Disember 2009 we will have my first son engagement kenduri. It is just a small occasion. Only close relatives are invited.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


For my own record I went to Section 7 Shah Alam twice today to search for Ita's room. First we went around 10.15 am after having brunch at Masjid Shah Alam. Then we went again about 3.30 pm. We got the room sharing with four other girls of Unisel. With that we came three time to Section 7 Shah Alam to find the room.

I knew long enough that you have to sweat to get something, you have to slog to achieve what you want, you have to spend SOME time to achieve what you really wish. You get nothing for free. Nothing come easy.

I just hope it will turn out ok in time. Allah bless us. Amin

Monday, December 7, 2009


It is nothing sweet and nice becoming a headteacher. Well, there are but most of the time is not. It is just a lot of hardwork but again, the turnout is saying you are just wasting time. You slog most of the hour. You come home late. Like me it is really late. With the heavy traffic on my way home if I come home at 5.00 pm. Nothing that sweet about a headteacher.

Most days the paperworks make you sit all day long. I think I never have the chance not to have any job even though you empower someone to do it. But there are still something to clear the table. It keeps coming every hour. At least to sign some thing.